Sex, Drugs, and Rock and Roll

Ok, so... maybe not rock and roll, definitely not drugs, and sex is up in the air! :D So, I'm drinking quite a few screwdrivers I don't know how grammatically correct this post will be, but it sounds like fun. Amy is talkingggggggggg to JILLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!! I'm sitting here in a drunken stupor, kinda happy lol. We'll just have to see how it goesssssss! I'm honestly SO unbelievably excited to move into our apartment.

So, Amy and I have been talking quite a bit about her past lately, the things she's done, how its impacted her life, and changed her as a whole. Frankly, I'm SO SO SO SO happy to be really talking about this, and not in a "hey it happened fuck it" mood, or a "I'm so sorry, I AM a slut" mood. This is a real talk. I hope she knows I both do not think, and KNOW she is not a slut, nor a whore, nor any derogatory term. I love her SO much, and while the past can be hard to talk about at times, for both of us, I just hope she realizes that she has CHANGED since then. Whether she realizes it or not, she came out and said that she's different from how she was. She tried calling a guy she had known last year, after he had "tried to find a buyer" then invited HER, not US to a party. Its funny how single guys can be so into finding a girl alcohol, then as soon as she has a boyfriend, they want nothing to do with them.

Anyways, I just hope my baby knows I love her unconditionally! Back to the vodka!